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Three Years Floating: Recordings '14 - '17

by Handless Man

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Gone Again 03:50
This morning I woke up, I felt the sun Hurt my eyes and for a moment Made me feel like I belong Somewhere or with someone Someone who could carry me from the floor onto the bed Take the pain away and silence What's inside my head Inside my head Thought I'd found you But I waited And now you're gone again Thought you'd wait for me But now I'm On my own again
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I'm alone, falling to pieces Searching doors in open spaces Nearly floating, never there Living life as from a distance Way too tired to pretend That I still live outside my head Am I losing it completely? Is the world just moving fast? Is there anyone who sees me? Is there anyone who cares?
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A Memory 04:07
Where leaves once hung from silken threads The light broke through the branch at last It seamed to groan as fingers, whithered, cracked From barren nights gave way at last To icy gusts and seeping rain and My grip as I set my foot upon its neck It crackled and I fell An autumn day So far away Seems forever An eternity So careless yet So much easier
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She knows whatever lies beyond this life But she's terrified to tell And when she goes to sleep at night she dreams Of being free, of being someone else She never felt the need to fight the fear Or its embrace She knows exactly what she's doing here She waits For the day The day when she returns to dust and ashes in the wind It's time to go And leave behind her family, her body and her memories She knows That someday everyone who ever knew her name will disappear Till nothing's left of her Anymore
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Beat #1 02:00
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She spent six days floating two feet above the matress in the corner of her bedroom On the seventh day desire dragged her body from the bed onto the floor Disconnected from her knees; shrouded in a drug-fueled haze she crawled, slowly but steadily heading towards the door She felt that she knew everything; that she was everywhere all at once That she'd never been anything or anywhere else And for the first time in her life She felt at peace.
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When the Sky 01:54
When the sky tore its jaws wide open did you see it coming or were you asleep? Were you waiting for it to happen or were you running for your life? When the sky tore its jaws wide open how did it feel to look outside and wonder if this were the last time you'd look out over the apartment buildings down the street? When the sky vomited its angels of death over the city and they started pouring through the roofs of the houses didn't something snap inside of you? When the sky tore its jaws wide open and when the children's breath ran out and their voices collapsed with a shiver into the back of their throats When the sky split its jaws wide open did you disengage and let it happen or did you fight back?
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November 03:31
I'll lose my leaves They always crumble In November Then decay They will return With the summer At least I hope I guess they may And all I know Is I'll fuck you over When you're on the ground Anything goes So hold me close And whisper sweetly "It's not your fault" But you don't know
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Devotion 03:48
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(a white ship sails) on a black sea ...ad infinitum

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A compilation of stuff I recorded between late 2014 and early 2017, mashed together in a non-chronological, ever-so-slightly cohesive way. Most of these were published earlier on Soundcloud, some of 'em are new.
The first half contains some more rock oriented stuff, the latter is mostly electronics and stuff.

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released March 27, 2017

Pretty much everything by Thomas van Neerven.
Track 10 originally by Neutral Milk Hotel.
Track 11 contains contributions by DeCo (piano and effects).

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Handless Man Utrecht, Netherlands

Handless Man is a Dutch singer-songwriter and producer. His ramshackle recordings can be found on this page.

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